Thanks for your response your experience and insight help me.
PH,
I have been praying a lot more for myself and this morning I ask him to search my heart an reveal to me anything else I need to know or work on.
She continues to think that I am controlling or manipulative and I'm trying real hard to show her that I'm not being that way. She doesn't seem to trust me and she says she is done and can't do this anymore it makes me feel that she has given up on me and that she doesn't believe in me-that I can change. In these four months she hasn't spent any quality time around me to see anything.
Everyone else around me says they can see a lot of good change in a lot of areas and they encourage me keep doing what I am doing and to stay on track, that I am doing the right thing.
How come she sees nothing? She just accuses me of so many things and keeps dragging up the past. She says she hasn't forgiven me yet.
She said that is very busy and that things are stressful right now. Anytime I talk to her she says she is really busy. I think she is trying to keep herself occupied so that she feels productive and it takes up time so that she and her mind won't have to deal with our problems. Some of the people I talk to think that is she keeps this up that in a matter of time at some point she is probably going to crack or crash and burn.
