Well I guess the AD's are helping me some. I don't cry like I did when all this first happened. I couldn't stop, when I first heard about him getting remarried I cried for about 2 days, now I'm just down.
One C I went to earlier this year just didn't seem to help me, in fact she said that his R with OW would not last but he wouldn't come back to me either. I'm not sure what or why she said that. She gave me bad vibes so I didn't go back. At that time I needed positive not neg. I'm going to try to find another C. There is a pastor, he is from another church & in another state but in the same order that I am & he has been thru this before. His first wife left him for another woman & his 2nd wife has been thru it also. They told me to call them anytime or email them. I just haven't felt like talking to anyone lately. I have a couple of friends who are calling & checking on me but I just don't want to talk right now.
Yes, I am the one taking my dog to a holistic vet.
I'm trying to forget my H, it's just really hard. I'm in the same house that he remodeled & everything just reminds me of him. I can't really afford to move & I really don't want to right now. A lot of his stuff is still here also. He just forgot some of it. We have so many memories together, trips we taken, things we did. How could he just forget that??? And, how could he marry someone so quickly?? Especially not knowing here either!! We waited 3 years & his first marriage was a bad one, we had a good marriage. His 1st wife was a verbal abuser but he treated me so much worse that he did her after he told me he wanted a D. I didn't do anything to him.
I want to thank you so much for caring about me & all the advice you are giving me. I will do my best to try some of these things. I stayed in bed a long time this morning, that is not like me although since all of this has happened I find myself doing that more.
Thank you so much for helping me & also your thoughts & prayers!!!!
