My Heart is Breaking #7

[glamgirl]

Well sometimes it just takes meeting someone else to do that. I met my current h and realized that I didn't want to be with a drunk, drug addict, smoker, w abuser, unemployed bum. In the beginning when I was dating my h I thought I was going to get back with my h. Then I realized I deserved so much better and my current h was everything I ever wanted in a man.

He was kind, gentle, loving had a good job, no smoking, no drugs, no drinking, no abuse, wanted children. It was like wow I won the jackpot.

I still believe he is all what he was when I m him, he has just gotten lost along the way to life.

What was missing in both my h's was the love of Christ. I strongly believe without Christ life and m is jsut so much more difficult.

I also was so angry at my first h for dumping me with our s to raise all by myself with no support financial, physical, emotional nothing. I asked God to help me and it was amazing. God took the anger from me almost instantaneously.

God can heal you too NLT!