Hi Everyone, Thank you all so much for checking on me. I'm just really down right now. I worked in the yard this afternoon mowing & I'm tired also.
Dawn: The AD's I'm on are Buderphion XL 300mg, generic for Wellbutrin & the other is Citalopram, generic for Celexa. He also gave me Xanax for panic attacks. I don't take these regular. I haven't been to a psych just to a C but not in a while. I guess after this I'm going to try to find one.
Being me: You didn't offend me at all! Thank you for posting to my thread. No, my xh never did want too much responsibilities he was very upset when I didn't go back to work full time. I guess he didn't want to carry the load, I really didn't have to but he didn't like it. That was one excuse. I know for sure his 1st W ran around on him. I found out thru friends, so I know he was telling me the truth. Your are right about him blaming others, it's never their fault. That is the way his family is. I believe his true problem right now is the MLC, I'm reading the book Men in MLC & it fits him perfect all the way back to 2005. I am so glad I have this website & I can vent here & get everyone's opinion. Believe me I appreciate what you said. I grieve for the man I married, he was my best friend, he is just crazy right now, lost his mind!
Addie: Thank you so much for these stats! You are right, I do find comfort in them. I do appreciate you & everyone else on here thinking & praying for me.
I'm working on trying to move forward but it's so hard. I still just can't imagine my life without him. He is my family & you just don't walk away from family. I don't know how you can turn off love that quick, as much & as crazy as he was about me, I just don't understand.
Thank you all so much for being here for me! Sorry it took me a while to post. I just rested, hugged on my dogs & watched some TV.
