I will post the e-mail later, I don't actually have access to it right now, i can't get into facebook, (legitimately) while i'm at work. I've gone over it in my head and I feel really embarrased about it. I regreted it while I was writting and every moment after sending it. She says hates me less now than when she got the email.
The other day she said that it is hard to talk to me, and "i don't know if we will get back together (gotta be a step up from never right?), but it's good that we can do this" (we were having a conversation about general things at the time)
t7-years m3-years Me:22 W:27 Wifes kids (love them like my own) D-10 D-7 Our Kids S-3