Here I am trying my best to LRT and GAL and go dark as best I can with three kids. I have found that when I quit snooping, things are better because all that more information does is give my B.S. imagination fuel. So, all I asked was if she was working tonight and she just had to tell me that she was going camping. !#$^%%^@#@ I wish that she would STFU and just not tell me. OH!! Get me out of this limbo land I know that God is well able to fix us and I know that I am working hard on changing and I know that what she is doing is none of my business, so why is she making it my business?? I hate her for that.
Pant, pant, pant.
DEEEEEPPPP Breath.
Remember, I'm going out tonight and I'm going to have fun and no matter what happens in the next year, I'm going to be OK.
