Ready to GAL...Drop the Rope...Detach..2...

[ddstartingover]

I don't expect anything from him. I don't even want a reply at this time. I don't need a confession, I know the truth. The e-mail was for me, like I said. It's been a week since I told him that I KNOW about the OW and he pretends like it didn't happen. He sat there and cried and was unable to speak, but cannot acknowledge it---for who knows what reason. Last week I addressed the fact that I know about OW. This e-mail was sent to tell him what I think about it. It was for me. I think I am showing H my strength. I don't see my current e-mail as needy or blaming like they used to be. If anything, I hope he notices the difference, but it doesn't matter to me if he doesn't. I know I'm not a very good DB'er, but I am living this life and dealing with this with myself in mind.

I know I can make it without him. I used to not think that I could. I am making progress. I am getting out more. I do have a new hobby. I know I have a LONG way to go to GAL, but I do not know how it can be done with so much left unsaid.