Dar, Why are you feeling this way? Nobody knows what your Husband is thinking or what his intentions are. We can only guess by his actions, but it is also dangerous to assume things, especially since it makes you start spinning. So, it's been 2 years and in all honesty are you pretty much in the same situation you were in 2 years ago? Maybe it is time to make some real changes and stop paying lip service. Let him go, give him to God and start living your life. Act as if he is not coming back, and see how much you begin to start feeling better.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
