Memories keep sneaking in....I still miss him!

[Treese]

Well D's friends ended up coming over to the house so they are all okay....thankfully....turns out that the coach told her best friend she wouldn't be playing much and that she almost got cut...coach is not tops....lots of ppl upset with her....she didn't even have an official tryout...nothing written down....played with her baby the whole time...gggrrrrr...

So....yesterday I felt I needed to text H and tell him Happy Birthday...so I did...he texted back a little later and said, "thx...just another day..I'm still at work".....then I went out with girlfriends and had son call him and he did....said they talked for an hour...that is unusual...its normally a few minutes and then off the phone....but they talked about football and baseball....my mom was babysitting so that's how I know....

today I have a wedding to go to....weddings are hard....but its her second so it may not be that bad and it's casual....just the way I like it....so that will keep me busy for the day..

tomorrow I have to see H because it is my son's banquet for baseball....it starts at 6.....I just am feeling so uneasy about my sitch right now....it seems dead.....like I've hit a dead end...

SF...YR....did you feel this way too???