naej, Yes, I've got to get those dishes done & the house cleaned. It will help me feel better but I'm not in the mood to do it. I will.
I think I'm going to get outside & work in the yard today, it's beautiful here & not as hot as it has been.
I want to thank you for all the advice. In his first M he was talked into it & knew he was making a mistake but he thought he had gone to far to back out. Our wedding, we didn't rush into anything, we took our time & knew it was the right thing to do. This wedding really seemed rushed to me. He was supposed to go to his high school reunion that weekend but that was the only time they could get that place. To me that is weird that they would rush it so much. I don't think she is pregnant I think she is too old.
As my Mom always says he made is bed hard now he will have to lie in it.
I'm not very social right now. I am supposed to go out next Friday with the girls for my birthday. I'm going to still try to do that.
I will go get busy, I know depression makes you want to sit around & do nothing which is what I've been doing so I'm going to try to do better.
This is going to take some time.
I hope the blood test turn out well too, that would help me a lot.
