I am glad you think I am doing well. I sometimes let the DBing skills I have learned slip out of my mind, I wish that doing what works instead of what is natural came easier to me. I mess it up a lot. But I am starting to see the patterns and I am gonna try and break them so that DBing becomes my way of life.
Last night was soooo great. My H came and hung out with all of our old group and it didnt feel wierd or seem like he was bored or awkward around anyone. He talked to his old best friend for a long time - which was so nice to see. H was even saying to me afterwards how nice it was to see everyone and how much fun he had.
I got a little tipsy but I remembered to keep myself in check. We had so much fun together before and after her party also.
When we were getting ready for bed, we lied there together and talked about our trip we are going on next week for our 8th wedding anniversary. H is starting to get really excited about the trip, and he thanked me for making all the plans and making sure we have all the details we need.
I am so happy that my H didnt give up on us. H is coming over today and we are gonna do a lazy day movie marathon. Tommorow we are going to his cousins wedding. It shall be fun, she is marrying her girlfriend from college, it will be a first for me to see a girl-girl couple weddding. And I love all weddings cuz I am such a sap for romance. TIPPER
