You need to take your battle to the Lord since you are a believer.

You need to ask HIM to help you:

have patience, strength, forgiveness for both your H and ow, unconditional love, and remember, everything is in God's perfect timing, not ours.

Have you been praying The Hedge of Thorns prayer? It is around here somewhere or you can do a Google search and it comes up. I would advise you to pray that.

With regard to the topics. If you stick to one thread, then everyone has a chance to check on you in one thread instead of three or four which gets very confusing.

The Bomb: 08/05
H moves out: 06/2006
H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07
H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08
H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09
Divorced 08-12
Kids: 22, 20, 19