Well, I didn't get to sleep until after 2:30 this morning, I took something with PM in it so I would sleep & that helped. I'm really tired today & my chest hurts, I think it is depression. When all this first started my chest hurt, I went to the doctor he ran an EKG & said everything was fine that is was the stress & depression.
I'm going to try to get myself going & get a few things done today. I hope I will anyway. I've got dishes piled up in the sink that I just haven't felt like doing anything about it. I know I have to snap out of it but this really hit me like a ton of bricks.
I really like this holistic vet, I do feel like it is helping. I'm sorry you dog may have a tumor, that is terrible!! They told me yesterday that my dog wanted some supplements that was for cancer treatment, that scared me. But then she wanted something else & he said that was a good sign. He doesn't know for sure if she has cancer but he thinks the thyroid is causing more problems right now. That is why he is doing the blood work. He had to send it off so I won't know anything until next week.
Thank you for sending me the good vibes! I sure need them right now. Before when all this first happened I had to talk to everyone, this time I don't feel like talking to anyone except for you guys on this site. I know I have to let go, it's just hard!! I just never dreamed that I would never see him again. There is still a lot of his things still here. I just always thought he would be back, I still can't imagine my life without him. He is my family!!
