I didn't hear from her last night. I'm kind of curious as to what she is going through and where her mind is. I hate the fact that I have a mind that goes 100 miles per hour all the time, because in a situation like this, I think about it constantly. Usually it's just random stuff, but this can be consuming.
Not sure what to do other than just sit back and hope I can concentrate on work, or something other than her, and her new man, and the fact that they've picked a wedding date, and his impotence.
I've been thinking a lot about what I've learned from this, and what changes I need to make to become a better person. I don't know that I really did a whole lot wrong in this relationship. I mean, of course I did, but I learned as I went, and made changes to fix them as we go. I don't like the fact that we grew with each other as our relationship progressed, and her purpose was to use that as a guide to figure out what her perfect man is like....not for us.
FLoyd The grass is always GREENER over the septic tank.
