Thanks Lola. This just keeps getting harder and harder. I want to save my marriage more than anything in the world, but what price am I willing to pay? I just feel like I don't deserve to be in this situation and I wish he would wake up and realize what he is doing to me.
What is the book that you were going to suggest? I could use as many reading suggestions as possible.
Thanks again, Niki
The book is called The Praying Wife, and there is a workbook that goes along with it. You will need a bible as well. I recommend this book to anyone (there is The Praying Husband as well I believe) in this sitch because it just brings peace and clarity.
Your sitch is hard, I know, but remember to have faith. Unfortunately, this is a long journey. It is hard, and painful. But we all know exactly what you are going through right now, so feel free to vent and talk about your sitch as much as you need to. The beginning is the hardest. It gets easier to deal with once some of the initial rawness wears off, and it will.
((((Niki)))))
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
