I feel like I am always apologizing for being too talkative, or close to him or having him think I am putting pressure on him, however some days geesh who should be the one apologizing and bending over backwards for the other. I am feeling angry right now and that is not helping my patience, focusing on me, or just general up attitude.
This is WAY normal!! BTDT & actually I'm feeling the exact same way the past few days. It's very hard to keep up the PMA when the other person, the one who actually had the A and wanted the D etc etc, is the one who is seemingly putting forth absolutely no effort. I think we will tend to go through these ups & downs w/in ourselves for awhile.
Don't be too hard on yourself & maybe just get out of the house by yourself & try to relax a bit.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
