Well, H just emailed me he wants to have the kids sleepover again tonight and spend tomorrow with them. Wants me to pack extra clothes so he can take them to church tomorrow (his church has a new Sat. service). He also wants me to have S14's hair cut. I'm feeling like he wants to do the dating thing again with the kids and OW so feel a little sick. I have a C appt. the 21st and will talk to her about it then, and my L comes back Sept. 2nd and will talk to her also. I guess maybe these "dates" or whatever you call them if he keeps them up might help me with custody so if that's the case there would be a silver lining for that reason I guess.
I had a dream last night after posting on Jeff's thread about lying. I had a dream where I caught H in another lie and asked him why he lies to me like that when I have unconditional love for him? I woke up after and then I was thinking maybe the ? I should have been asking is why I continue to have unconditional love for him with all he's done. I mean at some point, it's not healthy anymore, and he's just done so much. Karen
