Hi Nit, I hope you are sleeping. I hope you manage the grass, hard work I am sure but physical exercise does help the mood and if you feel your thoughts slipping towards the x maybe apply some stop tactics. I found when I struggled with jobs that h had done some anger creeping in and thats not always a bad thing. It helps to motivate us. Be proud of what you acomplish alone even if it's not as good a job as it used to be.Treat yourself to a long buble bath and light some scented candles whatever you consider a treat. Now is the time to pamper yourself.
Glad the holistic vet is helping, my old fella had acupuncture for his lameness, the first few treatments really helped but eventually he had a major op and a steel plate in his leg, but now his front leg has nerve damage and they think its a tumour! not good news. Whilst he is eating and not in pain I am not ready to make any major decisions,when the time comes I will.
Time for me to get moving with my day. I am sending you good vibes and strength just for today. One step at a time,one day at a time. Breathe, slowly and deeply and let go of all the things you have absolutely no control of. (((()))))
