Here we go again...long need to vent

[water2moon]

I also believe he is sincere but so very weak right now. He tells me he is beginning to hate her..I understand that this is just him looking to place blame on anyone but himself. We did the no contact letter in April and I told her I would report her for the pics she sent if she contacted him again. But according to H she just happened to be at this job??..she used to work at the same station( EMS) and feels comfortable just hanging out there. H says he will look into changing stations soon and hopefully changing hours..this midnight shift is killing me..I never get to sleep next to him. I really hope that the C helps him as I feel he's going through an early MLC..He also told me he feels like getting on aplane leaving his job and everyone else behind because he is so ashamed at his behavior and doesnt know who he is anymore..that makes two of us!! I pray this works..