W and I piecing this M back together #3

[Lanzo]

Just going back to What a difference 12 months makes, I was just looking back to what I was posting on another forum before I found the DB site.

I am about to go on my two week business trip and my W suggested we have a family day where we and our daughter spend time together. We went to the shopping mall that is located on the water front, and we walked, we talked, we played with our D and in general we had a good time. When we were walking she slipped her hand into mine and smiled at me and said it's great to be able to do family things together.

While I was away I made a call home basically asking her how she was and was she missing me. When she replied no, and that she could now actually sleep with out me disturbing her, I just flipped. I let rip verbally with a lot of things that I've kept pent up for a long while. I never said anything that was untrue, I just pointed out some of her bad points, her unfair and devious actions.

Shows I was on the roller coaster even before I knew it existed. Theres not much stress from home that I found it easy to focus in meetings on this trip,and I have managed to find time to post. I've even managed to get out and buy presents fot those that matter.

I'm feeling good at the moment I hope it will last.

Lanzo