Hey Ian and you other thread stealer's. Ian my cell does not work in the mountains where I live. Yell at me after 3:00pm tomorrow and we will discuss. It's cool about the hijack..that's the least of my worries at the moment. The time with D tonight was great. We really had a good time. We went out to eat then went shopping. My D is very loving at the moment. I fear she senses what is happening and that I will be leaving soon..That's the only thing bothering me at the moment..boy I love my little girl. It's the best thing I ever did.It's not like it was with my son. This is different, maybe because I am older..I regret making my STBX wait to have her..I regret being an ass when I was pressured about it..I regret that my waffling put us here. Boy I love D though. She is just so loving. It's a love like I have never experienced..and I'm really gonna miss her.
A little drama tonight. I did not get home till a little after 7. My STBX had left a message to feed her dogs. I got covered up taking care of D and did not feed them. This led to drama by STBX when she got home..Telling me to get out of her house 1 minute then telling me not to remove anymore property from the house..I finally got her calmed down by letting her go through every f'in box of stuff that she had previously told me I could have.
she's so f'in stupid..she's crazier than a damn loon.
The company that handles my pension/retirement screwed up the calculations once again. It has to be recalculated so hopefully in 8 days I'll have that. My L called today and it appears that STBX and L are pushing to get this done..which is cool..I told my L to agree to a certain appraiser on my STBX's list..
all this is so FUBAR..it's crazy. It's beyond crazy. wants me out but don't remove anything so I can change the locks on you. Which is what will happen..
I'm still good. I'm centered. Thoughts of not seeing D everyday bother me but it will all be OK..
