Holy crap.. I'm going to be D'd by the end of the month!!
I'm tired.. Soooo tired of the battle.. I guess it's just time to move on with my life. Feels kind of weird to have it really sinking in. The A is almost 2 years and counting. They WILL get married. I'm sure of that. They're soulmates, you know..
Anywho.. it is weird to think that the fight is really over now. We spend so much time doing this and that to save our marriage that it's a part of the empty feeling.. Part of the letting go of not having to do that any more. I don't know.. good or bad?? It just is what it is at this point.
