My doctor had given me something when all this first started for panic attacks & told me to take only when I needed them. They make me sleep, so when I finally got to bed sometime this morning I did sleep. I was pretty out of it when my dog had her seizure but at least I heard her & remembered.

My oldest is 14 & has had some kidney failure, some better with that I'm taking her to a holistic vet & I believe it is helping her. My other dog is 7 & she is still looking for my H to come home. (She is the one he threatened to take from me & the mediator told him he walked out on the dogs & he would not have a chance to get them, he just wanted me to do what he wanted & he knew the dogs would get to me). The oldest my H found her & brought her home to me one month after my brother had died, so she is very special. Well the other one is very special also, I can't stand the thoughts of loosing either one of them, especially now.

I do think a cooling off period would have been great. He filed the week after he told me he wanted a D & wanted it over with by the end of last year but I wouldn't agree, he wanted to sell the house split everything 50/50 & not give me any alimony. I fought back, got alimony, the house & he paid all attorney's fees. He didn't get anything out of this except a D. I guess he told the OW that he was going to get a lot out of the sell of the house & I wouldn't sell. I saw an email from back in Oct. where he lied to her but he told his friend what really happened. So he has lied to her the whole time & I'm sure she has lied to him. While he was here, I'm sure she was sleeping around with other men.

Yes, the time line was mighty fast!!!!! There's going to be payback one of these days & he may not like it so well. God will take care of him, God said "Vengence is mine".

I so appreciate you being here for me & everyone else!!!

(((HUGS)))