Thanks Lola. This just keeps getting harder and harder. I want to save my marriage more than anything in the world, but what price am I willing to pay? I just feel like I don't deserve to be in this situation and I wish he would wake up and realize what he is doing to me.
What is the book that you were going to suggest? I could use as many reading suggestions as possible.
Thanks again, Niki
M: 25, H: 29 T: 4 years M: 11 months Bomb (ILYBNILWY): 7/11/08 Found out about OW: 7/12/08 Seperated but living together
