Nit just read the time line-boy that was mighty fast!! ah well marry in haste repent at leisure-not quite sure what they means.
A cooling off period would be invaluable.

I,m glad your dogs are giving you love and comfort. Mine pulled me through my darkest hours and gave me a reason to get out of bed in the mornings for the longest time and now he is old and poorly and I see the last link to my H slipping away.

God sees your pain and will hold you in the palm of His hand even if you cannot pray sometimes.
Are you managing to get some sleep.