Yes, this is so new to me! You see stuff like this on the movies but not in real life! Well, I do know for a fact that the OW chased after him big time, of course he is not innocent either, he fell for it. She is a professional & he has never been around anyone like her. I'm not trying to make an excuse for him & I also know it's the MLC.
By the way, you are not being harsh & I really appreciate you & everyone else on here thinking about me & trying to help. This site has been a blessing to me & so have all of you!!!
I am trying to do what you say & get some rest, eat & get out. If I can I will try to mow the yard tomorrow, it's hard work & I will think about H the whole time b/c we used to work in the yard together.
I have been on 2 different kinds of AD since January of this year, right now they don't seem to be helping. I'm sure they are but this has hit me pretty hard.
I am looking after both my dogs, they make me!!! They will bark & pester me until I get up & feed them or let them outside. So, at least it gives me something to do. They need me as much as I need them. They are about 70 lbs each & you should see my lap at night, one on each side.
Thank you again so much for the support! (((HUGS)))
