I'm certainly trying to be a new me, but I do not understand how we can ML and literally 60 seconds later he's telling me how there is no hope. I try and tell myself it's because sex is just sex to men, but he's always told me he needs to feel emotional connection to have sex with someone. What the hell??
At any rate, I'm so freakin' wishy washy about everything. One minute I'm done...the next I'm hoping he'll call.
