well, my H has actually decided today to call and see if I wanted to hang with him and his buddy. I told him I was at the pool with my gal friends and our dogs so I couldnt.
Then he text again later and asked if I wanted to go to trivia night tonight (as I usually try to do). But I told him instead the plans have changed to hanging out with my best friend for her 30th b-day. He actually agreed to come and hang with all of our old friends tonight to celebrate.
I guess he wasnt giving up, he was just needing some distance. I gave it to him. He is now pursueing me again. I hope I am not being to cold. That is how I always feel when I make plans to do my own thing. But I know it is for the best, and this time it actually worked out to the extent that I wanted it to since he is going to come along tonight.
I hope I keep my emotions in check tonight. I know I need to be more conscious about it and I am gonna just "act as if" and pray that things go well.
