Escaping the Backstreets on the Lake Erie Shore

[pisces9]

well in the DR Michelle does clearly state that somethings will feel very unnatural at first so maybe this is what the feeling of "faking" it means... it just feels not right- but that doesn't mean its not good to do.

i have felt unnatural when not bringing up my stuff and acting as if.

i think acting as if is very important and feels like faking sometimes- BUT then it becomes natural. new behaviors learned. not fun but good and these are growing pains right now Neil...