Thank you for starting this thread. I will view it as a thread as a venting forum for those that are deeply offended by my previous posts and future posts. That will prevent the hijack of other threads.
I will read the venting posts - however - will not respond to them b/c they rarely lead to constructive solution-oriented dialogue.
My current goal is to no longer start threads to discuss my own issues. After 5 years of using this forum to set and achieve my goals - it is time to move to real time processing in the real world.
I did post to SG and requested her input b/c her posts have been a constant source of inspiration and support to me.
Many thanks for your offer of help. Based on our history of interactions - I hope you understand that I am respectfully declining your offer of assistance. We simply lack the type of synergy that works for me.