I know the drill about not talking about X, etc. Honestly, I know it and still shoot off my mouth. I'm just so angry at the situation....not as tho, I haven't been angry in the past but was able to keep quiet about it.
As far as taking care of me, I'm trying. I've bought tons of new clothes in FL and CHI to "cheer me up." Didn't help. I mean, I dont work now so where will I wear this stuff now?
I know I'm depressed about my Dad and worrying about my Mom in FL. She's so far away from any family. But, she's doing so much better than I ever expected. But....for how long and then I'll be making trips back and forth to help her.
And....speaking of depression. It took me about 8 mos to wean myself off of the antidepressants. I was on them for about 5 yrs (started them while still M'd to X). I've been off of them for about 9 mos now. So, how do I know if this is just a temporary setback or if I should consider taking them again. I DON'T WANT TO TAKE THEM AGAIN......EVER!!!!
OK, gotta get dressed and possibly check out the new gym today so I can start next week.
