Ian,

I did just that yesterday. I got home from work and went to bed. I didn't wake up till 5 AM. Went and soaked. Then I went back to bed for a couple of more hours.

No Tv, no radio, no computer. No school, no work, no housework.

Tonight I will have my children as she works 4 till close.

I'm peeved that my children didn't call me last night. I'm sure she will throw it in my face that I didn't call. Trying to stay dark on her.

I needed a day off from her with no iteraction. I did call my children during the day when they were at their grandparetns, however they were too busy playing to talk to me.

I don't feel racy today. I do have a slight ball in my stomach. The whole way to work, I just think of her. I wake up thinking of her.

I did have a dream that another woman told me she was horny. I told her to go away. I don't even know who she was. How can you dream about a random woman? She had dark hair, was petite and attractive, but I did not know her face.

The mind is a terrible thing to waste... I think I know what that means now.