Doing better today. I worked through the depression, and think I have a handle on the awful question "Why?" Today I am cleaning house, and doing errands, and tonight I have a pedicure and dinner with Sue, and then tomorrow or Saturday off to the beach. I know that God is standing right beside me, and BND, your private words about this being God's work is true and I get it now. Thank you for understanding me so well that I can ask the questions in my heart and soul, and bless you, you had the answers. Thank you.
Bomb 1/06 D dismissed 11/07, attempt reconciliation. Premature. Divorce final October 31, 2008. OW looks like bad history. Over. Still hopeful. Baby steps. In R with my X.
