Another day..another journal... W continues to act sweet and nice. papers still in car... Yesterday she took the kids to the beach with her other MF who she worked with 3 years ago when this all started. Turns out MF girlfriend knows my MIL really well. Small world :P It seems she said MF name more than normal.Might have been trying to get a reaction from me or maybe a fight but I didn't give in. PMA act as if! She called on the way home, to ask what I wanted for dinner and of course I never know the answer to this question, so we settled on Pizza. The kids had fun and there were no embarrassing questions to answer..least not right now anyways. At one point she said she had a headache from being in the sun too much. I got her a few ibuprofen and some coffee. Later she turned on her computer and had said a strange pop up came up. (anti virus stuff, my W is very computer illiterate sometimes, this she will admit too.) I leaned over her to check out what was on the screen and she put her head on my chest and kinda leaned against me. I hugged her for a moment and was the first to let go. It seems she's still getting cell calls from other MF....cept this time she talked in the same room to him. She's still planning and going on her trip next week going out of town with her friends to a NASCAR race. Funny she said she'd never go to one without me but maybe this is what she needs. No I don't know if MF is going too. I do know that her BGF is going as well as a few others from work. It does bother me that we aren't going together like we did in May but I don't let her see that. PMA.... I'm not totally sure this is MLC or just WAW or what. She isn't going out much at night...she stays and watches TV with me when the kids go to bed, the playing around and such...
Who knows.
Gman Me 40 W 30 kids B 11 B 10 D 8 Been here off and on since 06. PA Confirmed Dec 08.. With God, anything is possible. Do or do not there is no try. Sometimes you have to roll the hard six...
