Today when I got home I walked into a surprise, apparently my W came by picked up most all of her stuff and some furniture that was hers. There is very little stuff of hers left here. Her wedding dress, shoes, and accessories that were in her closet she left those here. Also our wedding pictures she left them too. She never called or let me know in any way that she was going to come by to do this. I feel very violated. I had put a supportive card in with her mail, looks like she took it with her, I didn't see it in the trash. All this makes me think if my W really knows what she is doing. At one point I couldn't help but cry. Makes me feel like she is just going to continue walking out and on with her life like we never had anything together. Makes me feel like I don't matter or that I don't even exist. After several hours I tried to call her which she didn't answer, I expected that. I waited a bit then called again and left a message that I would have minded that she was picking up some stuff, but that she never let me know by any means that I would appreciated a little respect after being together for so long and that I was disappointed that she thinks that she can't trust me. God really needs to deal with her because everything she is doing is outright selfish to the extreme. She seems to go about with this its all about me me me attitude. I love my W more then she knows, but she sure isn't giving me the smallest chance to prove anything. I really don't see how she could continue down this path and for her to believe that in the end she will have all this so called happiness that she thinks is coming. All my talking to people and extensive reading does not make me believe that this so called happiness is coming but much rather the opposite more than she knows. I would like some feedback from anyone on my sitch. This is tough for me. I need to go pray for us.
