H here tonight we started talking about D I wasnt planning on it but there were some things I wanted him to know , so when the L contacted his L he would be prepared he was irrational seemed tired and depressed he complained about the M how I was so controlling I never cared about him I didnt listen years ago when he complained that part I validated..he was right I was too focused on my children especially when they were younger I said I didnt agree with D but if it would make him happy then he should He said He filed b/c I told him too I said there was no choice as I couldnt continue this way I probably said way more then I should but ive been holding it all in I feel H is going to move on mayber visit less or gert a place and take kids I will miss him but I have to let go this pretend M where he visits and we are friends cant go on after a time, maybe we can be friends I dont know but I think i really have to let him go peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
