I have been trying real hard...I started taking Karate, going to the beach with the kids. But I am constantly reminded of what I don't have. I know I sound like a broken record. I have been reading some stuff about changing thought patterns and ideas....but it only seems to help for a little while...when I see someone in a happy relationship or a family it creeps back on me. I just go on...


H 42
W 37
M17 T20 years
3 daughters 11,11,14
seperated 11/26/07
EA neighbor/ moved in w/ him 2/8
Filed for D 01/08 finalized soon