It IS still very new for you. Whining is OK, when done in the right outlet (here). We'll let you whine for awhile. Then, we'll work on helping you get through this. Do you still see your kids? What about taking them out one night for ice cream? You're wife needs to see the happy, fun you. No matter what, no whining in front of her. I'm sure you know that already. 6 weeks for the book?...that's an awful long time. Do you know about 180's? Can you think of at least a couple you can do now?
Me 36 Husband 35 D5 S2 separated: 10/29/07-present Served divorce papers 1/22/09 "When the world gives out beneath your feet, it is time to learn how to fly."