Anxiously awaiting long term Patience!!

[JWS]

Thanks

I am fearful of the growth as well. Only on a small level. I want her to grow in all ways and be the best person she can be. When you combined it with the blame game and how she thinks I have ruined her life, I don't want her to grow by thinking she is better off with out me.

well that’s just a little bit of the old fear coming out. I have made worlds of progress with this and it no longer really effects me but sometimes it is a thought that floats around in my head.

Well first day of classes, I really was hoping to hear something from her but nothing yet. that’s ok its not like I was placing any expectations on her, I am really excited about this and wanted to hear it went well. I sent a congrats and good luck email and text this morning, so I think calling would be a bit much, she already knows I care.

Thanks for listening.