I'm still watching your post Sara, I thought things were getting better for you, I know you are a strong person, working to at least be friends with your X-H. I don't think I could ever do that, time will tell - I'm to stubborn I doubt it.
Your X-H isn't strong like you, and you are right, you don't have any control over what he does.
I'm sorry Sara, the pain never seems to end. We both have been at this for almost the same amount of time, I found out about OM 12/22 and you found out about OW 12/24 - Christmas wasn't like it should have been this year for both of us.
I'm looking forward to moving on with my life, I know how hard you tried and I did the same, but I feel something inside, I cannot explain, something like life will be so much better, that I'll find my true love a love that will last the rest of my life. I'm excited and I really cannot wait. I know I have to becasue I have so much work to do, thats what I'm working on right now, my schedule through October, I have a number of projects to complete around the house, for my neighbor (elderly lady that cannot do things for herself), We use to have a Octoberfest party at my house this will be the 5th year and I'm still going to throw the party, friends, family, people from work and no W this year.
I still think about W everyday and I hope that ends sometime. I still think of you everyday and how you are doing and I hope that never ends, you are such a good person, God must have better plans for you.
M45 W41 M10.75 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
