I will try to relax and not think negatively of this situation.
I think I will call a friend, cuz I hate being here alone.
I will give him space and I will wait for him to contact me.
I will also pray for us and our M. I feel like such an idiot for letting this all happen - I wish I could have just turned off my emotions - instead of bursting them on to him.
I know the things we discussed in our spat, are probably still going through his head (as they are mine), and I hope it doesnt send him running. But only time will tell so I need to try and chill. Not to mention we have a trip to the bahamahs booked for next friday - I hope he doesnt bail on me. Thank You, TIPPER
