Thanks Buster. I talked to him a little today, just asked him if this is still what he wants. He said yes, so I suppose... I guess Im disappointed, but not surprised. And considering the fact that I have taken some control in the sitch I think that this is less of a blow than the initial bomb. I have been out on a few dates, so I feel kind of silly being disappointed at all, but I do.

I guess the confirmation that he really doesnt want to try to fix his mistake is the worst part. When you hurt someone you love, you are supposed to want to try to fix it!?!

I dont want someone like him in my life, my friends dont lie to me, why would I allow my H to? Its time to get back on my road to recovery, had a little bump, but I can and will get past it.

Thanks everyone.

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...