Whapu-- ((big hugs)) I am floored that not only is no one offering you any kind of compassion or support, but to add to the insanity, they're all taking swings at your gut at every opportunity. I just can't fathom living that way. I know that's not really helpful...just want you to know that you are a worthwhile, unique, valuable man, and there are people here who care about and believe in you.
