Bring on the Rain - Part 4

[SueS]

Good morning-

I had to be to work very early this morning and am busy, busy, but I'm going to try my best to get in touch with an attorney today.

H called last night around 7:00. He was very short. Last week he found out that his bank account had been charged for about $150.00 in items off of his debit card (unauthorized). He had to order a new card. He wanted to know if it came. He said he'd be by to get that and a few other items. When he got there, he called and asked me to come down with what he needed. He did not want to come up to the apartment and said he just could not see D4 right now. He was angry & short with me. He handed me 50 cents and told me it was a tip for bringing everything. I handed it back. He grabbed the other things and walked over to his work out facility. I had a HORRIBLE headache. I went back in and fell asleep. D4 came in a couple of times to comfort me. She was so sweet.

This morning when I left for work, H's car was in my parking lot. Yes, he was asleep in it. I knocked in the window. He grabbed some clothes before I left and that was the extent of our interaction.

Seeing him sleeping in his car does bother me. I mean he is my H for goodness sake. However, I do know that if he hadn't gotten a DUI he wouldn't be parked there. He would have money for a place, money for a room, money for all sorts of things. Heck, he might not have even helped me move or done anything for me. Who knows. He would be spending a lot more time with OW. I think he might be angry about that. This has put serious limitations on the time spent with her. I know that if his plans had worked out with her back in June when they talked about getting a place, I wouldn't see this at all. I know that H is taking his anger out on me for issues he created.

One thing about an interaction with D4 last night. She was being silly and was pretending to be a bear. She roared and said, I'm the baby bear, your the mommy bear and the daddy bear isn't here, he's gone. I said, yes, daddy bear isn't here but the baby bear knows that no matter where the daddy bear is, that he loves the baby bear more than anything, right? She said yes.

Well, time to go. Time to get busy.

SueS