JUST USED LRT-WHAT DO I DO NOW???

[Sanderika]

Me again.....

When I say H backpaddled....

H denied making plans to go on vacation with OW. H came right out and said:

"I am not going on vacation. I haven't made any concrete plans to go anywhere. All I did was mention a couple of weeks ago that I was thinking about going on a vacation. How come everyone in this town knows what I am doing before I know what I am doing. I would like to go, I don't know if I can, right now I might not go anywhere."

OF COURSE, I KNEW RIGHT AWAY HE WAS LYING BECAUSE I HAVE A WINDOW HE IS UNAWARE OF....

That was even why I called and confronted him about it.

I know what I did was backsliding.....

I think it was yesterdays Charlyne Cares email that Bob discussed what we do that drives a prodigal crazy. BEING NONCONFRONTATIONAL IS ONE OF THOSE...which is my usual behavior.

I just lose it sometimes because it hurts.

I want to be on the vacation w/ my H not that D*MN GERM.

Sanderika