Ok so last nite was no good. \:\(
I feel so frustrated right now . I feel tired and I feel like telling him off too. And I dont even have my period anymore. So that isnt why my emotions are run amuck.
I physically feel like I drank all nite. I did not!
And I mentally feel exhausted. I might just try what FIB~ said and just STOP~

Apparently he actually is trying to convince himself I do nothing.

Oh God , now I sound as nuts as he does.
I love him dearly but he is over the top.