I haven't posted to you before, but just read your new post and wanted to give you a virtual hug. I don't know how you can maintain civility when he's in the home all weekend texting his girlfriend. You are strong (even if you don't believe it).
Forget about the Internet dating for now. What are you doing to work on you? For fun? Can you indulge yourself with something decadent?
Take care.
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence
