Thanks sugar & lwb.

Yup this thing is kicking my butt.

Haven't done too much of anything, trying to get some work done, but no motivation to do it.

H will be leaving next Friday for out west again, for 2 weeks.
he's been quiet, I did tell him that I know he is stressed but he has to stop taking it out on everybody else. He says I don't mean to . I said well we just have to get passed this bad spot we're in right now and go forward.

I still plan on writing the letter. Right now im not in the right frame of mind to do it, probably this wkend when I feel better.

Thanks guys


me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.