Im done.

[bluerain]

Well, tomorrow I take the papers to the counselor. I have to keep moving forward, and I really think that this is part of my recovery, just taking some sort of control in what is happening, after he decided to change the rules. I really want to ask him if this is still what he wants. I dont know anymore, but I am certainly on my way to wanting it. I just want this to be over. One way or another, I am ready to recover. I dont know how tomorrow is going to go, hes still gone, and I havent talked to him for a few days, so I dont know if he remembers that Im taking them in or not.