Memories keep sneaking in....I still miss him!

[glamgirl]

Breathe Treese. I had a meltdown and said some similar things the other day like when is it my turn to just run off and do whatever I want to do. Needless to say, I took 20 steps backwards. H didn't call or return my calls for 3 days. Now I have to take more steps to rebuild. Don't do it!

What you have to remember is they are not capable of all the contact with the kids. I feel they stay away because they are ashamed and not worthy of fatherhood.

My h said to me do I look like a happy man. I know my h is not a happy with his life. My h is just trying to rebuild and this takes time.

When you are angry go to God, never make decisions when your emotions are all tangled up.

What are you doing tonight to get your mind off of your h?